dblog: day 2

Keep to Myself.

Nothing really. Diabetes is part of me and I refuse to hide that. The only thing I keep to myself is my blood sugar at any given time. I never give specifics. I say ‘it is low, good, ok, high, really high’. I do this because people think they can define me by the number I tell them. If I am upset and my blood is 17 then they think I’m emotional because of my diabetes. No, I’m emotional because a friend stood me up or my football team lost. I’d be just as upset at 6. People decide if you can think rationally. People decide if you can be trusted. People decide your whole life on a number. Screw that.

So what people do not know they cannot make me angry with. It does not upset me. It just pisses me the hell off and as they say, ain’t nobody got time for that.


Leave a Reply

Fill in your details below or click an icon to log in:

WordPress.com Logo

You are commenting using your WordPress.com account. Log Out / Change )

Twitter picture

You are commenting using your Twitter account. Log Out / Change )

Facebook photo

You are commenting using your Facebook account. Log Out / Change )

Google+ photo

You are commenting using your Google+ account. Log Out / Change )

Connecting to %s